Monday, December 24, 2012

Humbugs



It all goes and flows
A never-ending metaphor some say
A rush of understanding
That some, just overlook
In a customize society of unnamed products
Just a logo or a slogan
Perceptions of the masses, anyhow
The bored guys drop it hard
‘Cause they wanna be the bard for a damsel in distress
A bunch of poets in disaster, the cold winter’s unknown feelings
Breathing behind your back with a lack of perspective
They wanna live, they say and stray along
on an lonely highway of agonizing whores.
Well, I’m disgusted in a way of vomiting my knowledge and
Adapting my sense to a nonsense of thoughts, brought in front
by human nature
and I will cut in, when I have seen
Too much of these impostors calling out spirituality
Oh come on! Just go away and do not bother
A brother! With all your crap
Gushed from yours mother’s flap
Hectored your way through hearts
And souls
For too long snakes crawled beneath deserted skins
Hissing untrue love under sheets
Unworthy belongings, shapeless forms
Trashed feelings over silent nights
Lies thrown for a fuck, unlucky gals
Fallen for all the wrong bards
Grotesque paintings drawn in tar
Imagine a black star
Indeed I’m awfully disgusted
But I’ll just burn away from all of it
And truly flow to glow in
Images
I can fit.

Tuesday, December 4, 2012

You dig?



Snow my friends is as pure as a monkey’s ass, it’s a cheap coat for which no mayor pays but uses to dress up the city for the night. Of course, sometimes he gets a fright because the soft white coat could be too long for the small’s town streets. What he does with his wife, none of my business but I do care when I get my Cat’s all messed up with snow and mud and trip on daily routes filled with avoidance. Open talks shared between empty glasses it’s what I need and don’t get. You dig? Understand the misery of a broken man, of that guy that hates the guts of his fellow humans just because they exist and sometimes they score higher. It’s in our nature to hate. Although, one can argue that “hate” is a strong word. Is it now? Or it’s just a mental image that you associate with the negative aspects of your miserable life. Your drunken dad that beat the shit out you as a child, developed your need to hate “hate” but deep inside you still keep it alive. There are moments in your everyday life when you brag about how you spread love and “hate” is dead and gone from your emphatic soul. That’s a load of crap gently outlined by your free spirit. Your free spirit developed by so much experience. Flash news hate exists ‘because love exists. Therefore you have it in you. How long can you keep it there, locked in a basement along with some other oppressed feelings, waiting to emerge in delicate moments. ‘Cause this is social suicide. Even though your opinion is build in a different way. All of what you’ve created will vanish when your love will be defeated by your demons. They’ll come around in organized groups and hit you in your smiling face. This will be the moment when you collapse under a greater empire than love. All of what was hidden will float like crap on water. Then you can’t swim in safe waters anymore. You crazy motherfucker! While not realizing you just committed social suicide, denial is a tool used by your kind.
What I’m saying is that snow covers your town and in your smallness you jump and shout on unsteady beats. Let your anger out, hit busses with snowballs, eat some ice, cool yourself bathing in fjord or just admit that sometimes you hate. At least I do! Snow in small towns is filling the streets with clowns. Makes me sick! You dig?